September 10, 2014
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hurry up already
Hearts were breaking, hurts were raw... and the chocolate stash was low.
Again, we sat at the Kitchen Table.
Again, I felt helpless.
If I had a Super Power, it would be to Fix Everything.
The Golden Lady thoughtfully sipped her Coke.
"The Healing Journey can't be rushed.
"It will happen when it is time... He is calling them."
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“God never hurries.
"He has no deadlines against which He must work.
"So you can quiet your spirit and relax your nerves.”
-AW Tozer
Comments (4)
please
no hurry
for rushing along only produces shallow Christian life
one with depth and quality takes space and time...
our Father's Helping Hand is always there
just don't run faster than him to loose the grasp...
take care...
"Yield all that you are to worship the Lord -
see life as a psalm, each moment a chord;
let harmonies flourish and melodies soar -
let all that has breath praise the Lord evermore."
let's enjoy the discords as well as the concords
a colorful harmony progression needs them both
the discords will finally be resolved even when come in succession
and let's enjoy our life melodies that are supported by all these chords...
may the Lord bless you and keep you...
praying for you...
we shook hands
this is the first time i feel a passionate grip of him
the warmth is enough to melt me all down...
you know what
it is not what i've expected
(im sorry but i thought it'd be some cold reaction)
i was nervous
scared...
i do hope i stayed longer
i do hope we held eachother longer...
we shook hands
the hold is still staying fresh...
we shook hands
i pray that a least a little of his hurt has dissolved...
somehow it happens that i'm reading this he wrote me in the summer of 2007 (there's no proof but i choose to believe he wrote this) -
"We first get butterfly feelings then it grows when we learn to love the person's inner person and not who they portray. I show my inner person to the one i love now, now that i kno this isnt a game. Just let urself go free, let urself show how u feel, what u want. That constant need for control of overpowering i no longer contain. Everything in life cant be planned, sometimes u need to just let life be. I didnt kno that till, i realized my love at first sight. It's truly beautiful, i get tears thinking about how it all happened and got to this. It amazes me how one person can take over ur whole feeling on life, and urself be changed as a person."
it put me to tears. hard to believe it's still so strong after all these days, all these years...
now i understand; inner person, outer person, he's severely split...
and i understand our Father can't let us together until we're both ready; until his outer person grows more closely to his inner person, until i'm strong enough to handle both the outer and inner him...
so take your time my dear...
i'll always love him, the outer, the inner, as one whole...